Fangirls, I’m exhausted. I feel like I’m using that as an excuse, but it’s the truth. There have barely been any updates in the past couple of weeks because I have been mega stressed and trying to figure some stuff out. I’m working on moving, figuring out the new schedule, finding a job while still working at my current position, and trying to remain healthy and active. I feel like I’ve fallen behind in every aspect of my life; I’m becoming complacent and its destroying me.
My exercise habits have fallen, my body is almost always hurting, and I don’t feel like I will get past this new plateau that I’ve reached. I’m always tired, and I want nothing more than a week off where I can just focus on me; focus on exercising, meal prep and planning, writing, and getting enough sleep. But the earliest that will happen is August, so I’ve got to just fit it in the rest of the time. And that’s not fun. I feel like I’m failing not only you, but myself. And that’s not a fun feeling.
So I’m sorry. The bizarre intervals of articles are going to keep up until I can get my shit together in every way. I’m incredibly sorry that I keep using excuses, but I am doing all that I can.