It’s me. I haven’t been journaling here because I haven’t been posting as much as I’d like. I feel like work has taken over in a way where I can’t concentrate on things I care about as much, but I’m working to make that less true. It’s one of those things where I have to get into the swing of it, and try to ease myself back into writing while doing all of the other things.
These past few weeks have been really difficult emotionally, and I’m genuinely quite excited to get health insurance, and to be able to possibly see someone about all of the stuff going on in my brain. It may help, it may not, but my thought right now is that it’s worth a shot.
I’m also excited to have a weekend to just the boyfriend and I. He got us some more art, so we’ve got more hanging to do. Our apartment finally feels like a home; there is art on the walls, shelves to show off our rad books and toys, and it’s cleaner (since we had guests over last weekend, we had to clean). I think the cleanliness and heightened organization are helping me a bit.
That’s really all I’ve got for right now. I ate all the protein for breakfast (fake chicken nuggets, an egg, hummus) and all I want to do now is go back to sleep. It may be a tea to stay awake kind of day.
Happy Friday, all. I hope you have a lovely weekend.