Behind

Fangirls I’ve been busy. Up until recently there has been AF stuff almost every weekend, and the past two weeks we’ve had plans with people along with whatever we’re doing at home on the weekends. But not this weekend. He is going to a wrestling thing this weekend, but I am not and I honestly couldn’t be more excited.

Staying home from the event means I get to stretch out and read, or play Zelda. It means I can work out with loud music and maybe take a bath. I know he isn’t going to be gone all day, but it will definitely be a me day tomorrow, and I’m really excited about that.

Because we’ve been busy, and because my time management isn’t the best, I feel behind. I haven’t been practicing French, and that feels lame. I also haven’t been doing yoga, which made me feel nice inside and out. So on my me day, I’ll probably try to load up on articles to queue, so I can get myself ahead, and do other things during the week. I’m also going to make myself a little calendar of when things have to be done, or maybe just start using my bullet journal again.

I was thinking, the other day, about how my time management was better when I was in Disney, 5 years ago. I had a boyfriend, and I juggled that and work. But then I realized that that was it. There was just work and play; no social media-ing, no marketing work, no exercise, no website, and no trying to start a shop. It was just Disney for fun and Disney for work. So I can’t compare myself now to myself then. Things are different, the situation is different, and I’m different.

In realizing that, I feel better. I’m definitely not on top of everything I’d like to be, but it feels nice knowing that I’m doing a lot more than I was 5 years ago, and I’m ok.

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About Emily Althea

Emily is a 20-something Fangirl in love with too many fandoms. You can find her on Twitter (@DoTheFangirl) and Instagram (@emilyfangirls).
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